When I was young similar to many people I thought opportunity meant: to make large amounts of money. And I guess I have to ask this to everyone reading: How many of you have thought in the past that opportunity meant money?

When I was in High School I remembered something that changed my view about it. I've remembered the same memory recently and wrote about it. It's a happy memory and it changed the way I think. So I've decided to share it here.

Opportunity means for example: If you're a guy who wants to have a short beard and mustache and ridiculously long hair -you have the right to do that. You can work in a career that you choose not that someone else chooses for you. You have the right to choose the person you want to talk to, a specific woman for me among other people. You can buy the food and drink you want to. I guess it could be called: That you can make a life for yourself. The kind of life that you want to live.

Back then I spoke with my history professor and he asked the whole class a question. "How many people think opportunity only means money?" The class didn't say anything.

I can explain the memory I remembered from my childhood while keeping it private. My dad had work in manhattan and I came along. There was a beautiful woman there. She isn't rich or famous but I liked her and because of this I was able to use my fast reflexes to move back during the time a car had crossed a red light. So I guess she saved me. She has success here even though she might not have a lot of money. And I fell in love. With her. This is going to seem strange without thinking a bit. After the car passed the other streetlight was about to turn red and I was short, because I was young, so I ran across while it still said "walk" in green letters. So she actually saved my life twice in one day. Cars passing by can see a person but a child is not tall. They were filming in this area for a music video, a much less popular one. She was sitting in a chair. A noise I made from panic is actually recorded in it which may have ruined the end of the music video or changed it but I guess this story could be told to explain it. She's from Canada. This is actually why I drew a woman as an angel in my book: The man in me, a Memoir by Mitko Rouynekov. Halo and everything.

Aside from that. I don't think there's a problem with me writing this. People who have a diagnosis or a label should be allowed to write about the same exact things as people that don't. -I shouldn't be harmed or illegally imprisoned in a hospital for this. Use common sense. There is absolutely nothing wrong with what I've written and that means someone does not have the right to say there is based on law.

There are so many good things on earth. The earth isn't a place of torture. As for myself I don't have much experience with the world but I'm honest.

P.S. I have a bit more to say. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. It could be a taxi driver. Or a woman working watering plants at the botanical gardens. Or an Engineer. I had not heard her music. I've listened to it later, which I guess makes it so you can know more about the person because of what they say.

Post-Post Scriptum: As for my internet. She doesn't have many songs or albums. But she's a great person. (One of her songs teaches self esteem just like this post does.)

Final Post Scriptum: I guess history repeats itself. Prince sang it long ago. "You don't have to be a movie star."

When I was young in HS I had a tooth infection and I have to put something in addition to this. During my life my parents have helped me solve various specific problems and I asked my mother after she said to rinse with saltwater: "Ot kade znaesh kak da opravish tolkova mnogo problemi?" [How do you know how to solve so many problems?]

I guess I could say that maybe if you want to be a parent in time it would be good to buy a few books, from my memory, of things that are everyday remedies for different things if you want to impress your children.

In all honesty before the saltwater rinse the only thing I thought would help out the infection was baking soda with water or rinsing with alcohol without drinking it. I never even thought to use saltwater.

It could be just a few books that discuss a variety of things. How to fix a sink. How to unclog a faucet (Which she had told me is done by pouring very hot water that you boil down the sink as metal expands and helps ease the clog if you don't have drain cleaner at home or something else you could use.)

Overall it was a good memory. I know it seems plain but the purpose or reasoning is in it.

P.S. A while later while we were renting our sink broke. The pipes detached from the handles. I looked up a video on youtube and repaired it myself. I laid down underneath with a pillow on my back so I would be comfy while doing that and put a bucket next to me to hold water so I don't have to ask the landlord to turn off the water valves in the basement.

So you see: Parents and instructional videos have uses. It's great that people make this content on the internet. Even if you forget how to do it later on you can look up the same or similar video and do it again.

I had told her that she saved 150 dollars at the time for the cost of a handyman and asked for five dollars which I used to buy a sandwich from the deli nearby.

It's a waste of time and it wastes money. Smoking- It's stupid.

P.S. I threw away my vaporizer.

P.P.S. No one should be smoking.

Hello everyone. I have a small problem with my ears which I went to my general doctor for. I will be seeing an Ear nose and throat doctor soon for it.

As many people know.. most of Bulgaria is rural.

I was traveling with a family member and we reached the country side. I saw the strangest thing I have ever seen. It was a labradoodle (a puppy) laying on top of a horse that was carrying it around walking slowly.

Now. A Labradoodle can't jump that high up so the farmer must have placed it on top. Yet it was leisurely laying on top of that Bulgarian horse while it moved around.

I had a blank face for a moment but smiled after upon seeing this.

When I was young in Bulgaria winter came and a family member's boots were torn so she wore winter shoes. She slipped on ice a few times and I told her that sometimes it's better to walk on the patch of snow which provides grip before it's turned into ice as well.

I notice that many people avoid these spots in every place. So I thought I'd write something helpful. Adults such as myself when wearing good shoes don't really slip on ice but it could be helpful for the youth.

As everyone knows by now. I've been kicked in the testicles yet friends save us in any place. I'm not upset anymore. I can write and speak normally.

When I was young I spoke to a friend of my father's near our building. I told him that vitamins are great yet people may rely on them too much instead of eating the specific food that has those vitamins in it. "What if there were supplements that make more of the nutrients in the food we eat absorb into us?" He told me in Bulgarian language "Moje da napravim tova" [We can do this (as a business venture in Bulgaria, to explain).]

I thought I'd write one last thing as I have remembered it recently. So you see, for my age, I was good at business.

P.S. I asked him something in addition to this. "What if this supplement makes more of a vitamin absorb into the body?" Then I said.. "No I guess vitamins fully absorb into the body." We took a pause and I added "Maybe we can study it." He smiled and left to speak with my father while I went back into our building.

I have decided to take a small vacation from posting by speaking with my friends about our usual topics such as food, family, and other things like how their lives are going.

In all honesty back when I posted online mostly during high school nothing interesting happened, however as an adult I've made friends with my neighborhood, mostly our building and the previous one I lived in, and if you live in a good area you should do the same.

P.S. Seriously. Give your eyes a rest.

P.P.S. I may still use my computer for music.

When I was young I found a seashell. I think it was when me and my family went to the beach in Bulgaria near the black sea. I put it to my ear and it felt like I could hear the ocean which I shared with my parents. It might still be in my apartment in Bulgaria I really don't know where it went.