When I was young before I came to the US I spoke with my parents.

They were sitting in the living room at the table and looking at eachother's faces.

Anyway I asked where we get food from. If it comes from men or women and then asked how an egg is made. My mother smiled. It got me thinking about the world as if it's a mathematical equation and all things are tied into it perfectly well.

Originally when we are born we eat from the food our mother eats while in their womb. Maybe God is trying to tell us that food should come from women as the mother is always a female.

When people drink milk, or eat yogurt or cheese it's from a female cow. These three foods are a staple and so are eggs from chickens.

I've noticed from my life although I personally don't approve of eating meat. That chicken or beef is healthy but for example if someone eats too much pork they have problems with their body, maybe it's because pork is made from both male and female livestock.

That based on how we were made God wants us to eat food from plants, trees, and fruit that is of the feminine gender. Similar to what people say about earth "Mother Earth, the planet that gives us life and health."

I spoke with my Doctor for permission to post this so I doubt I would have any problems for doing so.

In the case someone disagrees with it the only thing I can do is quote a song I heard once. "And we all give the power. We all give the best. Every minute of an hour. Don't think about the rest. Oh Life is life."

I don't believe there's a problem with writing this. It's just a memory. I was young and interested in learning about the world.

Of course: I am not a medical professional so anything I write can be taken extremely lightly. And we still don't know if plants and trees have a gender -at all- but it may help people live longer lives and develop more if we followed this philosophy.

Post Scriptum: In the case this seems annoying I guess I can add a little bit to it towards food from the masculine gender sources. Science has shown that women live longer than men. Men have more physical strength. Women have a higher constitution. Men have more dextirity. So pork may not necessarily be a bad food, in moderation. It depends what you want from life.

If we were created by a higher power I would imagine the other things that resemble us, gender wise, would have similar properties. For example a masculine gender fruit would give you more masculinity and vise versa.

Post Post Scriptum:

I doubt anyone is still reading this but the only food I can make an educated guess on being masculine would be pineapples. They have bromelain which can aid in the production of testosterone. I imagine it because they have a hard peel and leaves.

Why am I still doing this?

When I was young in Bulgaria before I came to the US because I had thought that fertility soup was too thick and asked my parents to add fresh lemon juice to it I asked my mother something.

"What if we could use lemon juice in dishes for elderly people so that they can eat food which is solid but they have difficulty chewing because of the state of their teeth or fake teeth by making it softer?"

Throughout my life I've used a computer often. Usually I write intelligent posts. I've also played video games and listened to music. And I want to make this short speech based on a memory in Bulgaria.

When I was 4 years old I sang the song Boje which Skandau officially made into a song. The artists and my father and I met in the park near the garden and I asked them to reveal that I thought this up in 2025. Hopefully they'll fulfill their part.

I explained a small part of the song to my father. -That the world wants you to be in your soul fully digital.

What I meant by it is the following "Are we losing being human?"

I understand that many of us use technology such as a pc or smartphone or laptop. Many for long periods of time. And that's okay. But just as I told him after I saw the way he was using it and wore eyeglasses later. "You should control a computer. The computer shouldn't control you." What I meant by this is that it should be used to do productive things. Such as making content. It could be music or animations or even plain writing. Some of it can be leisure but it should be used to create. That people should be in control of their computer and make the instructions for what the computer should do for them; for them to gain something from using it; for the computer to work for them. I thought that many of the youth would have problems from using it without this mindset. Of course I have absolutely no knowledge of psychology or many things in society, and many other people don't even at age 33 so anything I write can be taken extremely lightly.

This is actually why I thought up eye movement technology to look at a woman's body that removes lust and also opens the world to us because we can look at buildings, stores, trees, plants such as roses, and many other things including the faces of the people around us for a moment while we walk. I wanted to unite Bulgaria so I thought this up.

A few days later while I was walking by myself I told a man in Bulgaria "I want to unite Bulgaria." He said I was intelligent and would make a good leader.

That's all for this speech.

Post Scriptum: I have mild eyesight problems but I wrote this to the best of my ability.

As for eyesight technology, which is a whole different thing, in the case it's being used maliciously and I'm reading something appropriate while others are not: I plan to read the whole thing outloud during a visit by some people; the next visit.

Post-Post Scriptum

I'm glad I'm able to write this normally by some miracle from God.

I would like to remind everyone that all persons past 18 years of age have the right to have a relationship with a person in the US and any illegal imprisonment is a violation of that Human Right.

I sent Kiana a photo of fruit snacks and coca cola and a wedding ring image.

I have met her when I was a child. We ate and drank. She kissed me.

I have the full right to send her an email so long as I am not bothering her. And I've only sent one email so far.

I should file a complaint.

After we had a celebration it started raining. I tried to count the time between lightning strikes because she was scared.

Both me and her learned that as the storm is in the middle, the seconds between each lightning bolt increase as the storm ends.

Because she knew english she began counting with me after the second one.

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First as a disclaimer: I am not a medical professional, so anything I say can be taken extremely lightly.

When I was a teenager and before that for years I had not eaten almost any butter or oil and I noticed something interesting. I think these things are counter-productive.

Many people have joint problems later on in life. Their joints get dry. My joints were extremely lubricated so I had ease with movement and lifting things whether it was carrying something or my 20 pound weight from time to time. The muscles were fine the day after except for mild soreness from mild lifting.

I've been thinking and I studied medicine. The body tries to stay the same but it changes itself towards the other end sometimes when you do something. I've seen many people on youtube take something such as coconut oil before they work out. I think this is good short term but your body actually dries your joints from doing it many years later.

I don't know if this is useful. You would need to do case studies and doctors and scientists would need to verify it but it could be good for our growth as a population.

After I met Kiana for the first time I went home. Because of her publicity I have no problems typing the first name.

Anyway. I arrived home and my father walked in the room. The only thing I could say is "Who created her?"

This will be my last post on the topic.

When I was a child, after my father hit me, I was able to think in both directions, before years later I lost my ability to create from pain.

We had a discussion.

I told him that I wanted to make an animation where there is a strange world that does not follow all the laws of physics.

A girl sits on a chair, similar to an animation titled Chaos Head, The girl from the Fes group in the animation.

There is a large clock above it. Somehow there is an ocean in it, although it is much smaller than this amount of water.

Three arrows. Hours, minutes and seconds. In full synchronization with the arrow, a drop of water falls on her head in seconds.

Eventually, she loses her mind.

We discussed conflict afterwards so that I could explain the reason for it. I asked him which war was worse. The first or second world war.

We stopped and talked about the past. I told him, "I guess monkeys were throwing soft rotten bananas at eachother."

He said, "I don't think I'll ever beat you again."

When we are hit, even though we lose intelligence, we become better at preventing pain and problems. The brain isa healthy organ and mine still worked for years.

Kiana, or maybe it's someone else. I had told my parents that they would never be late for work. By moving the clock half an hour or a little more. I guess it would be possible with a digital clock that changes itself for daylight saving time. Later, this type of clock was made and my mother was never late for work, except for a few times due to problems with the train.

I gues if you find out that you arrived at work an hour and a half earlier, you can even watch a movie to cheer up and have a better performance for the day. Time will pass faster for you. Because you started your day with relaxation instead of something that tires you out for the day. (daylight saving time)

We can't gain time without wasting time. You will go home and feel tired, then fall asleep earlier.

When I was a child in New York, my parents turned the clock forward, so I came to school early. Another girl's parents did the same. We were the only ones there and we met. I brought her a pack of welches fruit snacks from the vending machine and a carbonated drink, coca cola. We talked. I only knew Bulgarian, but she understood me. For my age, I was strong. I helped her open the fruit snacks, and she opened the soda.

We were happy because we had something that few people who are young have. The right to speak without being hit.

She had purple hair. She even kissed me.

And because people are hit [my personal theory], this is the reason why there is inflation. People consume a lot and can't produce as much, I don't mean the quantity.

We had an idea for a joke and turned all the desks over and put chairs on the other side of them. The students entered shortly afterward and sat down. Our teacher came in and saw that everyone was sitting with their backs to her. It was fun. She went to the other end of the room and told us to turn the desks over, so we did.

I don't know if many people can agree with this speech. Still, prices are getting bigger. I saw her when I was a teenager again. She had four bodyguards with her, therefore, because she was not hit and we could speak to eachother - She is a multimillionaire.

Unfortunately, I can't work because my life was much worse, but she made me smile.

Before that, I had heard a song while I was in my mother's womb, which my father hit me for after.

I spoke with my aunt in our kitchen.

"Now I'm going to write the worst song in history, but it works perfectly in english. When I'm too strong and I'm afraid."

What is true strength? Size? No... everyone would be upset. True strength is the ability to make a good life for yourself and even marry someone you met during your youth because you haven't gone through so many of life's struggles and have made a strong connection with someone before them. Pain can't remove that connection

Kiana. I don't know exactly what will happen when I die of old age, but in case I turned into a Devil from pain and lack of justice and lack of good memories: Thank you for making me just a little bit weaker.

Besides, someone has come up with something horrible about gummy bears. That they're made of animal bones, which is a lie. They are made of gelatin, which is actually made of sugar.

Post scriptum.

I don't know if anyone will agree with me, but in years to come you may understand the speech. The rent of an apartment in New York is currently about 2000 per month, and your salary should be at least 40 times the cost of rent. If people continue to be harmed this way -the economy will collapse.

Because I could think in both ways, I had spoken with my mother in the past. She read from a book. "The economy collapsed -they stopped being hit." I answered her in the most skeptical way possible. "The economy improved -they continued being hit."

Copyright C. Mitko Rouynekov 6/14/2024

When I was young before I came to the US I met a person near our building. I don't know why I said it. There must be some reason. I told him "Ne znam koia e tovoita religia no bok iskam mnogo ot tep" [I don't know what religion you are but God wants a lot from you.]

He said nothing and just stood there. I walked back to our apartment building and went up the steps after and came home.

https://www.deviantart.com/belthagoros/art/Where-does-the-time-go-A-Combination-of-Paintings-1059734809

The US has freedom of creative expression through artwork. I don't think someone should be illegally imprisoned for expressing themselves or harmed. It doesn't make sense to me for people to do so.

When we read, or hear, or look at paintings, we learn. We become more well refined people through them. We're able to think outside the confines of our own knowledge, because we have more of other people's ideas in our mind. When people work in a group we can accomplish so much more than when we work by ourselves.

Kiana. I miss you.