When I was a child, after my father hit me, I was able to think in both directions, before years later I lost my ability to create from pain.
We had a discussion.
I told him that I wanted to make an animation where there is a strange world that does not follow all the laws of physics.
A girl sits on a chair, similar to an animation titled Chaos Head, The girl from the Fes group in the animation.
There is a large clock above it. Somehow there is an ocean in it, although it is much smaller than this amount of water.
Three arrows. Hours, minutes and seconds. In full synchronization with the arrow, a drop of water falls on her head in seconds.
Eventually, she loses her mind.
We discussed conflict afterwards so that I could explain the reason for it. I asked him which war was worse. The first or second world war.
We stopped and talked about the past. I told him, "I guess monkeys were throwing soft rotten bananas at eachother."
He said, "I don't think I'll ever beat you again."
When we are hit, even though we lose intelligence, we become better at preventing pain and problems. The brain isa healthy organ and mine still worked for years.
Kiana, or maybe it's someone else. I had told my parents that they would never be late for work. By moving the clock half an hour or a little more. I guess it would be possible with a digital clock that changes itself for daylight saving time. Later, this type of clock was made and my mother was never late for work, except for a few times due to problems with the train.
I gues if you find out that you arrived at work an hour and a half earlier, you can even watch a movie to cheer up and have a better performance for the day. Time will pass faster for you. Because you started your day with relaxation instead of something that tires you out for the day. (daylight saving time)
We can't gain time without wasting time. You will go home and feel tired, then fall asleep earlier.
When I was a child in New York, my parents turned the clock forward, so I came to school early. Another girl's parents did the same. We were the only ones there and we met. I brought her a pack of welches fruit snacks from the vending machine and a carbonated drink, coca cola. We talked. I only knew Bulgarian, but she understood me. For my age, I was strong. I helped her open the fruit snacks, and she opened the soda.
We were happy because we had something that few people who are young have. The right to speak without being hit.
She had purple hair. She even kissed me.
And because people are hit [my personal theory], this is the reason why there is inflation. People consume a lot and can't produce as much, I don't mean the quantity.
We had an idea for a joke and turned all the desks over and put chairs on the other side of them. The students entered shortly afterward and sat down. Our teacher came in and saw that everyone was sitting with their backs to her. It was fun. She went to the other end of the room and told us to turn the desks over, so we did.
I don't know if many people can agree with this speech. Still, prices are getting bigger. I saw her when I was a teenager again. She had four bodyguards with her, therefore, because she was not hit and we could speak to eachother - She is a multimillionaire.
Unfortunately, I can't work because my life was much worse, but she made me smile.
Before that, I had heard a song while I was in my mother's womb, which my father hit me for after.
I spoke with my aunt in our kitchen.
"Now I'm going to write the worst song in history, but it works perfectly in english. When I'm too strong and I'm afraid."
What is true strength? Size? No... everyone would be upset. True strength is the ability to make a good life for yourself and even marry someone you met during your youth because you haven't gone through so many of life's struggles and have made a strong connection with someone before them. Pain can't remove that connection
Kiana. I don't know exactly what will happen when I die of old age, but in case I turned into a Devil from pain and lack of justice and lack of good memories: Thank you for making me just a little bit weaker.
Besides, someone has come up with something horrible about gummy bears. That they're made of animal bones, which is a lie. They are made of gelatin, which is actually made of sugar.
Post scriptum.
I don't know if anyone will agree with me, but in years to come you may understand the speech. The rent of an apartment in New York is currently about 2000 per month, and your salary should be at least 40 times the cost of rent. If people continue to be harmed this way -the economy will collapse.
Because I could think in both ways, I had spoken with my mother in the past. She read from a book. "The economy collapsed -they stopped being hit." I answered her in the most skeptical way possible. "The economy improved -they continued being hit."
Copyright C. Mitko Rouynekov 6/14/2024
